I interviewed Farnoosh Brock about her journey. She left a successful corporate career to chase her dreams and to become an internet entrepreneur. I was particularly interested in the transition phase and how she overcame the inevitable doubts and fears. I asked her if she had a lot of support from her friends and family. She told me that apart from her husband she did not get any support. Her view was also that it is not fruitful for anyone to seek support and approval from others. At the end of the day it is your own dream you are chasing, it is inside your head and other people will not understand it the way you do. She writes about 'the language that celebrates courage' in her blog Prolific Living. I thought it is a great idea to make people more aware of the language they use so they'd be able to become supportive.
Sometimes it is easier to talk to people who you don't know about your ideas as they will not have any preconception about you. New people will take your dreams as part of you, as a part of the whole package of getting to know you. People close to you may not approve your ideas and who you are in order to control you, to keep you in their own comfort zone. It becomes like driving with a hand-break on. Not pleasant.
When I was building my first company, a branding business, I used to work 14 hour days 6 days a week. I'm not telling you this to get brownie points, those are the normal hours most entrepreneurs put in at the start of their adventure. I'm telling you this because those hours were difficult for my at-the-time-husband to stomach. He always wanted to have successful wife, but not too successful. And as I was starting to edge on a little bit more success than what he thought was necessary, he got very uncomfortable, and very unsupportive. At the end I had to divorce him, but that will be a story for another session.
It is not easy to look at the truth into the eyes and discover that your partner is a 'sledge full of heavy stones', a burden that you have to drag along rather than someone that gives you an extra boost of energy. One should understand who around you are consuming your energy and who are giving positive vibes. It is not surprising if you have no stamina left to do something for yourself if you spend all of your time pulling heavy loads around.
Looking back, I could have really used a supportive partner when I was building my first business. Now that I have a real cheerleader as a husband, it is fantastic, but I think I need it less. When I was younger I let my self-worth be defined through others. Now I just don't care, I just do what I have to do and I trust he will love me regardless.
Do you have a story about support you have received from your spouse or someone close to you? Did you get unexpected coaching from a stranger that gave you a real boost in your journey? Or have you felt people around you are trying to stop you from moving forward? We would love to hear your story. It could be that story that inspires someone and turns a dreamer into a doer.